Snowboarding @ Shawnee Mtn !

AHH ! What a great way to bring in the new year.. a few days before it :) Next to photography, this is my second favorite thing to do. I had a blast with my little brother and friend Mikey. I wish I can live on the slopes and ride my board everywhere! I must say though, this morning... HELL. I havent been snowboarding in about a year 1/2 .. so im achinggg :( Shit, I havent had a work out in god knows how long! I took a pretty bad falls too! LOL. Im not AMAZING but im pretty damn good..better then my brotherrr ;P Ive been boarding since I was pretty young, maybe 10 ? Still havent attempted the jumps though ;/ maybe next year ! or in February if I wind up going for my birthday. *crosses fingers!!* But anywho .. amazing day/night, yesterday/night :) and i love my little brother <3 ciao for now. HAPPY NEW YEARS !

Living in sin ..

Are - you in?

Livin' in sin is the new thing

It doesnt always make you frown...

Sometimes rain makes me depressed. But then again why am i so selfish? Its not supposed to make me fucking happy. But a sight like this? could totally turn my frown upside down. Id sit out in the rain under a tent all fucking day just to watch this. this was just another amazing day of beauty at its best :).

Why let it go to waste?

This picture was taken by me while I was letting my crazy lunatic friend test drive my car in the cemetery. When i gazed my eyes into this beautiful sight, I quickly made her jam on the breaks. As I rushed over to the perfect spot to capture it, it felt so heavenly. With all the bodies underneath us kinda strange, But its just how beautiful and at peace everything felt. Amazed at the sight of its centers background, the tree kinda makes me loose all reality. Takes me to places in my mind that I don't ever want to leave. Just sitting there so peaceful. Not a care to the world. Just some gusts of winds to make it sway. I'm babbling' but I'm sorry, Nature is BEAUTIFUL. My belief is nature is actually god. It feeds us, It nurtures us, gives us air, gives us LIFE. It can even clear the mind of others. So majestic in its own ways it can even sooth a bad mood or so. That's what I Believe but everyone has there own opinions.! you think your life sucks now? Things will be worse as life goes one if we don't do something NOW. Anything helps. You have a brain, fucking use it :). THIS IS OUR WORLD!

New Camera !!

I want to start off by saying thank you Chris for the new camera :) i wish nothing but the worst for you now =] tehehehe... Helping me capture my strange visions. We caught 3 snow storms back to back this week.. I loved it from my window. But being in it really fuckin SUCKS. But scratch thatt. I did something different today, after blowing it down in the cemetary. I read up of PhotoJournalism in the library, really interesting. I guess blogger is kind of like my own PhotoJournal :) with a little more spice ;)

ATTENSION !!

Sorry for the delay ! I havent been able to take any pictures lately due to the fact my camera has taken its last picture lol.. its probably about time that thing gave up and just stopped working. Screens cracked too smh. Ohw ell, my baby bought me a bigger and better one for xmas ;) Sooo worth the pretty penny! ugh i cant wait to get my handsss on ittttt !! Dont expect anything soon :/ Hes teasing me til' xmas. grrr.. soo for now, deal with some old photos ive taken. ciao<3

-Lauren

Were minutes from heaven...

A cold day in hell I feel good, at least i feel good as real feels if real even feels good.

Highlights of life...

This was the only highlight of my day besides downing some pills and getting high. Depressed and daydreaming. Jamming NAS. I cant believe my Halloween turned almost life threatening. Police brutality is no joke nowadays, i have the marks, bruises and black eye to prove it. The only sight since the incident that made me feel peace & happiness, was this sight right here. A cemetery near my house where I used to let my dog run around. A very memorable and beautiful spot to sit back and take a real good look at life. I appreciate these places. And i love the fall <3 please don't leave me.

With my body shaking, I think i just seen the devil. Human form, in such the disguise. Havent seen him in awhile, and no I don't miss his presence. Who knew the devil would be in the town? Of course not me, he likes to sneak around
and haunt my fucking life.

A random blog, at 3 in the morning -_- listening to when desperate is deadly by save the last. I found this picture of mine saved on a friends computer. i FUCKING LOVE IT. Another one of my pictures taken Upstate. Looking at this makes me feel peaceful. I hear the water and feel the breeze of this spot. A few friends and I climbed all over these waterfalls. Slippery! but beautiful. I love how my camera captured the exact time of day & not too dark not too light. Sort of blueish :)

One of my first pictures Ive taken. I honestly dont even remember where this spot was, not like Id tell anyway ;P. But I take pride in this ! Look at the colors, and the lighting. It looks like the water just stops, from where I took the picture. God I miss these places!! Nature at its best.

As the seasons change...

God do I miss this. My favorite part of living Upstate, The seasons! This was taken 2 Octobers ago. A much more pleasant sight, then what we see in the city. Do you see all these colors? Absolutely amazing. Every inch of Upstate looks like this in the fall. Usually I collect a bunch of leaves and make a center piece in my living room window. But I cant do that anymore, can I .. -_- I took a major loss with this one also. Its true, these pictures get me upset. I wish I could move back up there, only verryyy far away from this place. Everything just feels beautiful by looking at this picture. Even the friggin air is great here. I wont tell you where this is, because its another one of my secret spots ;) ..Anyone can take a picture, but to capture its beauty...

True beauty

Ouch blogger, adjusting my photo made it unclear. That hurts! well, I guess this one will suffer til' iI get the hang of it. This will do. Congradulations to meee :) My first blog with one of my favorite pictures. A trail close to my house, my little pathway to my escape. Not many places like this, where I live. Its amazing these places actually exsist in the city. - summer 2009, LChinese photography