Were minutes from heaven...

A cold day in hell I feel good, at least i feel good as real feels if real even feels good.

Highlights of life...

This was the only highlight of my day besides downing some pills and getting high. Depressed and daydreaming. Jamming NAS. I cant believe my Halloween turned almost life threatening. Police brutality is no joke nowadays, i have the marks, bruises and black eye to prove it. The only sight since the incident that made me feel peace & happiness, was this sight right here. A cemetery near my house where I used to let my dog run around. A very memorable and beautiful spot to sit back and take a real good look at life. I appreciate these places. And i love the fall <3 please don't leave me.

With my body shaking, I think i just seen the devil. Human form, in such the disguise. Havent seen him in awhile, and no I don't miss his presence. Who knew the devil would be in the town? Of course not me, he likes to sneak around
and haunt my fucking life.

A random blog, at 3 in the morning -_- listening to when desperate is deadly by save the last. I found this picture of mine saved on a friends computer. i FUCKING LOVE IT. Another one of my pictures taken Upstate. Looking at this makes me feel peaceful. I hear the water and feel the breeze of this spot. A few friends and I climbed all over these waterfalls. Slippery! but beautiful. I love how my camera captured the exact time of day & not too dark not too light. Sort of blueish :)

One of my first pictures Ive taken. I honestly dont even remember where this spot was, not like Id tell anyway ;P. But I take pride in this ! Look at the colors, and the lighting. It looks like the water just stops, from where I took the picture. God I miss these places!! Nature at its best.

As the seasons change...

God do I miss this. My favorite part of living Upstate, The seasons! This was taken 2 Octobers ago. A much more pleasant sight, then what we see in the city. Do you see all these colors? Absolutely amazing. Every inch of Upstate looks like this in the fall. Usually I collect a bunch of leaves and make a center piece in my living room window. But I cant do that anymore, can I .. -_- I took a major loss with this one also. Its true, these pictures get me upset. I wish I could move back up there, only verryyy far away from this place. Everything just feels beautiful by looking at this picture. Even the friggin air is great here. I wont tell you where this is, because its another one of my secret spots ;) ..Anyone can take a picture, but to capture its beauty...

True beauty

Ouch blogger, adjusting my photo made it unclear. That hurts! well, I guess this one will suffer til' iI get the hang of it. This will do. Congradulations to meee :) My first blog with one of my favorite pictures. A trail close to my house, my little pathway to my escape. Not many places like this, where I live. Its amazing these places actually exsist in the city. - summer 2009, LChinese photography